How much effort does it take to ride a seesaw

I really don't know what you are trying to say so I'm gonna stop playing the guessing game. I'm tired of putting in effort and getting no good result.

I have to change if I want to get a different result. Clearly what I've been doing isn't that great so I'm taking a big leap of faith, going on an adventure.

I stop playing the game of being weak and pitiful to try and get attention.

When you shine your light, you don't need to say anything, people either get attracted to you and wonder how you did it, or they'll leave. If they do, you probably didn't want them in the first place.

Intuition decision

Been pondering over whether to take the alpha alignment diploma. Thinking thinly thinly about whether it's the right decision, whether I will enjoy it, whether it's right for me. Whether it will be the start, a new beginning.

Something in me couldn't decide whether a 'no' decision is due to fear or whether it's my intuitive answer and I keep trying to justify why it's a yes.

I should have seen it right. If it's something that isn't a definite 'yes' then it probably doesn't rate 8 and above out of 10. Eeps it actually rates 3. I'm not saying there's anything bad about it. It just doesn't feel like the right thing for me.

And I really thank the archangels for their guidance and help is giving me my true answer that feels right and is for my highest good through the oracle cards.

The first 3 cards were misleading because I thought they confirmed what Rob mentioned about me being a diamond that will be really beautiful when it's polished because there was a diamond in the picture. The second card said 'i am presence' and the message to me was that my family and all the angels are around me and will help me on this journey no matter what I choose. So to feel safe making a decision. The third card said dreams and I interpreted it as my dreams for my life and what I want to create.

So I turned to them for a secondary reading and I feel that when I do a second reading, I always get an answer that resonates with my soul. Often I get an answer that is easier for me and that I feel really good about.

This time, the first card said 'intuition' which i thought was quite redundant because it as obvious that I was trying to use my intuition to get an answer. But the picture was of someone meditating and the colors of the chakras were indicated. This gave me the message that I was to continue doing my chakra cleansing meditations daily and to even work on more chakras within and outside my body.the second card said 'cleansing' and I related it back to the chakra cleansing where clearing and aligning the chakras automatically clears negativity from you. And it came to me that ' I have all the information I need about spiituality' I just need some push and some discipline and a routine/schedule to keep working at connecting my mind with my heart. That will lead me to the third card of abundance.

I love that I can do a many readings I need to get a clear understanding and answer that I feel good with. It's almost like spirit is telling me my life story through the cards. Ultimately, I have free will to choose what I do and make my decisions.

I feel really good now that I have made up my mind and made the decision that feels good for me :)

I receive the information I need from others and apply it to create abundance !
I release all blocks in my life :)
I express my emotions freely :)

Thank you angels !!

Connecting my heart and my mind and expressing what I want to express.