i do have thoughts of 'why do i even bother'
but where do they even come from ?
is this what it means to be 'jaded' ?
sometimes i really wonder what i am doing and what this all means. why does it feel like its so complicated when it is actually very simple. how did the mind get conditioned to respond in a certain way. how come i seem to be relearning how to look at things and how to respond to circumstances. is that the fun of life ?
why am i always so frustrated? something just isn't right.
i don't have to figure it all out at once
i am doing the best i can
i really want to feel better
it isn't all that bad
my life isn't hard at all
i am not enduring any real suffering
i am in control of my feelings
my only reality is in the current moment. the only time i can start to love who i am is now. i accept what i have created, my past and my present.
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