sometimes the scariest thing to me is admitting stuff to people. And yet, the strange thing is that once it gets said, it doesn't become such a big deal anymore, and then i notice that things in my life start to shift.
eg: I spend more money than I earn
what with facial, expensive derm products, manicures, IPL, shopping... I felt like I was going nowhere in life, and nowhere in growing my bank account. and the guilt/ shame about this was eating me on the inside. But once i said it out to someone, and i let it go about how bad i felt... i think things are starting to change and feel different.
Like how I feel more strongly about the things that aren't working in my life. That aren't serving me in the way i had hoped. And that now i am opening myself up to letting them go.
That i can dress how i want, be who i want, be answerable to only me, say what i want to whom i want when i want to. To stop feeling forced, terrorized or abused in any way. I did it for long enough and it's all in the past. Now is now and i can make a new decision of how i want to live now.
To end off.. Here's a li
Live life your way. Furiously.
Thanks for shaping me into who i am. I wouldn't be here, emotionally challenged and then grown, without you and all you bring with you. May you continue to shape the people who come into your contact.
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